a conscious addict: May 2009

I try to make it through my life

In my way

You try to break me

Bit by bit

But that's just part of it

I try to make you see my side

I Always try to stay in line

But your eyes see right through

That's all they do

I'm getting tired of this shit

I got no room when it's like this

You said I’m always saying sorry for the same old things

You said I say it so much it doesn’t mean anything

You keep calling and complaining that I just don’t care

Would you say that if I was there?

I can’t fix this from a phone I’m sorry you feel so alone

It’s like I told you, “You’re better off without me, I’m sick of saying sorry.”

A ton of stuffs has happened since I last posted.

Ups downs then more ups and downs.

Heeehhh.

But this week mostly ups . [[:

Picture spam post probably will be up sometime tmr if I don't get too lazy.

But for now... Some last minute house-works need to be done!!

So for the time being..

Quick update:

My room is still in progress :DD
Bf was super super sweet and bought me a tiramisu cake while we were exploring iluma.
Consquently, Iluma kind of sucks.
And I hate couples who parade ard carrying cute soft toys from those catch/claw machine thingies.
I finally bought most of my nail supplies - yay!
I have fallen in love with Juciy Couture's new fragrance.
And Versace's Bright Crystal scent.
But Miss Cherie by Dior and I are still having a long standing love affair. From behind the counter.
Longest yet actually LOL.
And bf and I are going ice skating tomorrow.
Hopefully!
Plans have been made since before school ended.
BUT. everytime was a no go.
*cries.

Ups and downs recently.
We'll get through this (:

Tired tired.
So nightynight!

Been cleaning my room the whole day.

And clearing out a hell of a lot of stuff...

I've only managed to finish my study table.

It's falling apart. Sighs.

The drawer fell through and crushed my finger.

But it used a hammer and it should stay in place for awhile!

I hate the green-y grey colour

I feel like spraying it pink :D

Headache headache.

I need to start drinking more water.

Pictures when I'm done!

It's been a whole day.

Sometimes I wish people were perfect.

No mistakes, no excuses.

Every time these kind of things happen.

I don't know how to feel.

Lost, confused, sad, angry.

Then sometimes, nothing anymore.

Everybody makes mistakes.

Anyone can go back on their word.

If it doesn't matter

Does that mean you don't matter anymore?

Okie! Can finally post pictures up! Bf suggested to switch to safari to see if the page would load properly and voila! Temporary fix to my problem. Yay!

Overdue post!

First of all!

Got my period just before assessment.

Worst time to be feeling gross and icky

about myself... BUT thankfully

MoxieisLOVE(:

Tiny tampons... I love tampons :D

Much nicer than diaper-pads - no matter how thin they

promise to be!!

And look! Such pretty packaging.

Candy vintage pin-up inspired:

I finally got a chance to try the infamous Botak Jones that bf is always talking about and...

FUCK IS IT YUMMY! Like mouth wateringly delicious. It was HUMONGOUS so bf and I shared and every tiny morsel was scrummilicious. Good god was it yummy. :DD

THENNNN... Bf and I's trip to Tampines 1.

It was freaking mad crowded... I got a bit of a headache just from being squashed with so many people. It got to a point when it actually started to feel a little gross.

Also the wrong day to choose to wear slippers... I got my feet stepped on so many times ]]:

Anyway... Marche inspired Japanese buffet

place... Can't rmb the name but damn

it was good!

Expensive, but well worth it :DD

Before and after hehe :DD

Bf had shrimpy stuff...

After that, small shopping spree at some cute stationery shop :D

And i finally got my laptop bag!!

Lovelovelove♥

Some papers for my scrapbook, peach caramel

corn, pink and blue 0.4 pilot G2 pens, a pink bottle

of sparkling sake AND MY NEW LAPTOP BAG!!

Close up and more accurate colour (:

It's so pretty that i feel sad to drink it!

More Japanese snacks!!

Yes, I'm gonna get so fat! ]]:

And the most delicious macaroons from when Febaby and I went to town. Yummy yummy yummy!! She had a raspberry one and i a caramel one. Jesus christ were they nice! I wish macaroons weren't so ridiculously expensive though. It's so depressing to spend $2+ one something that can disappear in one bite..