NEW YEAR TONIGHT!!!
Woohoo!

I wanna:
wear all sexy
va va voom with my OUTRAGEOUS SHU UMERA FEATHER EYELASHES (thank you baby! ♥)
shop shop shop
party maybe baby :D
DRINK!
and make out with my baby.

Hehe :D

I think I'm falling sick.
My head's all achey.
My throats sore and a bit swollen-y.
And I feel hot hot hot.
Or cold cold cold.
And I feel so damn tired.
Sighs.


Please don't let me be sick on New Year.

My daddy's operation was all fine.
He's good as new :D
ILHIM. ♥

PS: The gingerbread man is finally ate.
I could no longer resist him.

My daddy's going for his eye cataract operation tomorrow.
Therefore tomorrow, the hospital is going to be my campsite for the day.

I want to clear out my wardrobe.
Sort all my beloved clothes out.
Attempt to throw some out.
End up keeping most of them.
LOL.

PS: I GOT A NEW PHONE! haha.
My Nokia N73 = completely totally useless with a popped battery.
My NEW Nokia E71 = pretty pretty pretty with two separate 'modes'.
:D
Pretty pretty pretty. That cost me a pretty penny too.

Annnd... Australia is good. But the war scene was like totally useless.
A happily ever after in their massive farm-place wasn't good enough??

I feel a bit spastic.
Have to get up in 3 hours.
And I feel all icky inside.
And incoherent.
So.





Fullstop.

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.

Yeah.Yeah.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

I'm just a face on a lover with a fire in my heart.

Another tired face on a lover with an addicted heart.
And this Christmas has torn it apart.
Won't you tell me, is it healthy, baby?

1am Christmas morning and you've already cried twice.
You never really knew how much it could hurt.
That somebody can just walk away.
When they know that you're hurting.
On a Christmas morning.

I'm all alone
The only voice is my own
Did you know that I
hurt this bad?

You hope.
But you don't want to.
Because it's when you hope that you know disappointment.
But yet, you still hope.
Because you can't help it.

There's no such thing
as Santa.
There's no such thing
as a little Christmas magic.

There's no such thing
as a special 9 month.

Who's that stranger in the mirror?
With her blotchy skin.
Her chapped lips.
Puffy eye bags.
Dried salty trails over slapped cheeks.
And empty eyes.


Who's that stranger in the mirror?

Memories here to stay

Deep cuts the knife

I need to be up in about 3 hours to go sit at some bus stop in probably soggy weather to go wait at an arse-freezing airport to pick up my daddy. And mummy says if i can't wake up she's just going to leave me behind so this is going to be a short post.

1) I HATE BLOODY LAST-MINUTE-FRENZIED-LET'S-SHOP-FOR-PRESENTS-THAT-WE-LEFT-TILL-LAST-MINUTE-CROWDS. Such as the one I encountered at Orchard today. It's a fucking nightmare when you can't even lean forward/bend down to look at an object without bumping into another person's body part. And the queue is goddamn ridiculous.

2) WHY THE HELL ARE THERE NO DECENT STOCKINGS TO BE FOUND IN SINGAPORE?? I'm not even going to elaborate. I'm still frigging pissed about this.

3) Xmas shopping with your boyfriend/girlfriend may not exactly be as fun or enjoyable as it's built up to be. For either party.

4) It helps though when you have an amazing boyfriend who gets you the cutest Hello Kitty key chain from the dikam machine :D and shares his cheese fries with you when you realised you've spent too much and want to skip dinner. ♥

5) Being lectured after a long day when you've just reached home and managed a wobbly "hi" really sucks.

6) I'm sleepy, my legs ache and I've forgotten what else it is I wanted to say and my eyelids are itchy and peeling again so I'm just going to say goodnight.




PS: I just remembered what it is I wanted to say.
7) Buying the sweetest little santa hat for charity from a smiley guy who has so many mini santa hats on his head that he looks like a santa version of darth maul would make anybody smile. Even if the measly santa hat cost the last 5 bucks I had in my wallet.



PPS: And there was something else I wanted to say but it is still forgotten. So I shall leave it as that. Nitey nitey.

toffee nut latte = yum
toffee nut latte + lots of cinnamon powder = definitely yum
toffee nut latte + lots of cinnamon powder + nutmeg = ORGASMIC ♥

SAW THE PRETTIEST DOG IN ALL THE WORLD TODAY.
Buy me buy me buy me! Buy me doggy! xD
iwanttheprettyyorkshireterrier }:
sigh.

Had my very first carrot cake today courtesy of The Coffee Bean with baby :]. Woo hoo! Damn nice - all walnutty and carroty with cream cheese. Which in turn reminded me of the massive bagels from Starbucks that you have to pay a crappy dollar or something for the cream cheese. ]:
Starbucks is obviously not a friend to the broke.
Hehe.

Met up with my darling Yaya ♥. She is love.
Finally decided to buy Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus. Wahaha.
Was juggling between Why Men Love Bitches because it had such a cute cover design. Ahhh the attraction of art.
Also bought Love Letters of Great Men. It has the prettiest cover! And the paper it's printed on is all musky and textured and old-feeling. Gurghgurghgurggghhh. I'm going geeky over books.

More present wrapping tmr. And last minute chiong-ing for candles, tinsel, stockings (HELLO KITTY STOCKING PLEASE :D) and a few stocking-presents. Sleepy sleepy.
Time to call my baby. x



PS: Mummy bought me the cutest gingerbread man the other day.
Cutest thing i've ever seen. I love gingerbread.
Can you comprehend the torture of desperately dying to eat it.
But cannot bear to eat it.
So I stare.
And stare.
And stare.
LOL.

I just broke my favourite cup.
Two cups on the table: one damned fugly flower cup and my precious 'V' cup.
And which one did i have to break?

Well done Vivi, you ninny.
Well done.

Today marks the end of my holiday here in Oman. It feels so wierd, like my time here was so short - there's still so many things that I wish i could have had the time to enjoy that i shall just have to wait until my next visit to experience. When i left Oman, I never once thought I'd feel the kind of nostalgia and appreciation for the country that i grew up in that i felt on this trip back [:

The only down-side was how much I missed my baby over these 11 days - the first time we've been away from each other for more than 2 days! Hehe, but i think this trip has taught both of us a lot of things and has given me a lot of things to think about.

We were rushing around like mad hares yesterday getting last minute things and trying to cram suitcases and today will be another rushed affair as popa and i need to head back to the souk to get a necklace for mum that she really liked the other day along with taking some stuffy family picture of us before we all leave as popa will only be joining us in singapore quite a bit later ]]]:

Therefore.... I need to go get ready now and pack the last bits of my luggage! :D
I'll be back in singapore by tomorrow morning!
(Have 5 hours to kill in duty free in dubai later baby, so don't worry i won't forget to look for your cologne! :D)

Love you, curly. :P x

For you baby,
I'm love-struck... [;

*written yesterday night

Let us create our fantasy world
Where your arms
My hands
Our lips
Are all that matter.
Where lying on your
chest
Your breath is mine
Your closed eyes ours
The steady rise and fall my
lullaby

Can we have a fantasy world
Where I can share
And you can listen
No more waiting
And silent phone lines.
Where lying on your chest
Money has no
value
Expectations have no
weight
You can chase your
dreams
And I can actually dream one.

Give us our fantasy world
your trust
my honesty
our unfailing faith
Are all that matter
Where we can have
skies so purple
time for all the world
And alarm clocks
silent

Where we can never wake up.

I kept my nails
For you [:

For you, baby:

DAY 1:

Said bye-bye to my baby and my aunts and boarded the plane with a splitting headache. Sigh sigh. The weird airport smell and cold cold a.c totally did my head in. Turns out that me and peanut were given separate seats on the plane; him somewhere in the middle cabin and me somewhere in the last cabin. ]]: what luck. I got stuck next to a woman who stared at me almost the whole journey with this man behind me who kept tapping on my shoulder and saying “excuse me, excuse me” whenever I leaned back to go to sleep. Despite the fact that he had his seat pushed fully back, Asshole. In the end I just ignored him and attempted sleep. :D

Reached Dubai with the back of my knees all numb and heavy. Queued to get pea on the same flight as me back to Muscat on Oman Air - finally managed it, but again not together. Sigh. This time I was in front and him somewhere in the middle. We were delayed almost an hour plus cause of some passengers who were late boarding and lots of fierce arabic was going on between the irritated late passengers and the flight steward who was trying to be diplomatic. Reminded me of Russell Peters and his comments about the scary arabic haha.

Touched down in Muscat and for the first time ever didn’t need to join the hour long queue for passport check cause I had to get a visa and therefore got to join the non-existent ‘visit visa’ line! :D First time ever! Woots! I also kena a very nice guy who quickly helped me solve the problem of my once-again non-existent passport no. :DDD Grabbed the luggage and home-d.

HOME! Hehe. Omg the new house is GORGEOUS! Tdjhudjk!! Hehe. Marble everywhere, huge windows an overkill of toilets, large rooms and really pretty heavy dark wooden doors with gold handles. Gawwwddd. :D

Had a late night chat with mum and spent the rest of the night unpacking till almost 4am. Then... zzzz!


DAY 2:

Food food food! Woke up to a really sweet email and pictures from my baby - totally made my day [[[: - and just in time for take away Papa John’s... Had yummy yummy pizza with bbq chicken wings and cheese breadsticks with this amazing garlic sauce! Gahhh! Then visiting the new city centre near home I got to try out some of the best ice-cream ever! Totally blew Ben and Jerry’s and Haagen Daaz and any Japanese-brand ice cream right out of the water. Good God.
I tried out the flavours sweet cream, cheesecake, cotton candy, cinnamon and coffee. I finally chose sweet cream and cinnamon.. Delicious delicious! They had the most unique way of mixing the ice cream together... They used these flat scoops and put the two scoops one on top of the other, then used the scoops to chop up the ice cream and mix them together. ohmygod,, orgasmic. [[:
Then mum cooked beef tenderloin with onions for dinner :DD after which we shared some sweet buttery ice cream with pecan nuts. I thought my stomach was going to explode. Sighhhh.

The only downside was the internet connection here which kept crapping up and was utterly frustrating. Bought two books at Borders and some small presents though which helped make up for it :D Can’t wait to show baby the ‘Love” keychain I bought for myself.


DAY 3:

Worst day yet. No internet for almost the whole day and some paranoid issue kept spinning round my mind all afternoon. Sigh. Then due to some miscommunications with baby we ended on a really unhappy note. ]]:
More food today again. The leftover cheese breadsticks for breakfast with Mum while watching Without a Trace (yes, we have cable!). Then lunch was soup pasta and apple pastry pie baked by mumee for tea and then out for dinner to D’Arcy’s where I had the nicest beef steak fillet with mash and boiled vegetables along with Greek Island salad and cream of broccoli soup and banana and honey milkshake. I am going to be fat by the time I go back to singapore. :DD

But I have to say, it feels great! My stomach feels like it’s about to drop straight out of my body. Hehe. I feel so sleepy after each meal... Pig pig pig pig PIG! oink oink!

Mee promised to teach me how to bake the apple pastry pie tomorrow... Don’t worry though I shall hit the gym in the aftrenoon since I can’t swim in the morning due to my new hair ]]: Don’t want it to fade too fast and the chlorine wouldn’t help much :D

Some pictures...

Smile smile, please?
143 [:...

I wanted to write something nice for you baby.
Then something came up in my mind.
Then i couldn’t stop thinking about it.

And now i don’t want to write anything anymore.