I wanted to post a lot of photos with comments that are a tad overdue and from my escapade at the new Tampines 1 with baby today...
But the internet's being a bitch.
So photos will have to wait for a bit :D




Pet society was damn troublesome to load.
I really am hooked
:DD

Assessment is over
(Yes, a bit overdue i know!)
Please please let me pass..!!

Been recently addicted to Sims2 and Pet Society hehe.
Probably a bad idea as my eyes have been getting all gunky and red due to new contacts which I think i'll have to stop using and change. Sighs.

Now now I want to go shopping shopping SHOPPING!
And ice-skating!
And swimming!
And to the zoo! (doubtful as it's been obscenely hot recently)
And go visit the new Tampines 1!
And countless other things that i'm too lazy to type out!!

Haha but... Job job is needed for all that.
So the job hunt shall commence soon!

But not before an overdue amount of sleeping in :D
NITEYNITEY[:




ps: Baby, thank you for everything today ♥

Someone once told me, don't wait for someone to make you happy.
Find your own happiness.




Lipstick Jungle - Season 2 - Episode 10 - 0:36.
A beautiful moment.

Oh God. My wrist is hurting like fuck.
And my assessment is in 5 days.

The Apocalypse is Coming.
Wish me luck!






(And good luck, baby, for your assessment tmr...
No resubmission for you this year - I'm sure of it!)
♥

South Park's new episode featuring Kanye West is hilarious.
Seriously, go watch :D

The past two days have been a bit crazy.
Met up with beebs to go out like planned.
Ate yummy takopachi, observed comical babies that reminded us of when we were little.

Hero bought me the most adorable pink cupcake!!

Thank you thank you thank you beebs, it was deliciously yummy!

And a picture of it half-eaten!

Really thank you baby, it was super sweet (:

Kino-ed after (No ageha or egg for me though...)
But then major drama.
All my fault though.
Even though it's been two years... Sometimes I still feel really homesick.
I miss my old friends a lot.
But everything that happened that was really unfair to beebs.
Sigh... Sorry baby.
Reached home itching out of my skin with awkwardness, anger and a lot of weird emotions.
So went for a midnight run.
Ran until my legs cramped really badly.
Then I closed my eyes and went to sleep.

Met up again ytd night...
Things went ok then during dinner got into another major fight at the coffee shop.
Shouting and walking away ensued.
Sigh.
Then on the way home... We talked things out.
Many things were explained and solved.
But beebs missed his last train.
Both our faults... So i helped to split some of his fare.
Lucky I've been cooped up at home working and not going out much so I had some spare money.
But the night ended on a good note. (:

Please baby, sleep more.
Don't be so tired.

Transferred my work documentation from my phone and found a few pics!

Candy coloured candy shop at the
airport (: Mm mm mm!


A cat that Fara and I saw otw back to school
after orderin our wood. Super cute! Like a mini tiger
is what baby said :D

Ever since my parents came back, my dad has been constantly buying me food
or offering to make me food, or just plain making it for me even if I didn't ask...
It's super sweet and makes me smile - even if my tummy is really full!

The other day he bought me these for breakfast!
They were so pretty - I didn't want
to eat them!

And then he steamed me a super delicious-y rou pau...
(which was like the size of my whole palm and
half of my fingers!)

And then ytd he bought the sticky soft coconutty tapioca...
So so so good!! I didn't manage to take a
picture before it got devoured >.<


And now I'm going to relax a bit, before I start going over my
notes for my upcoming CCS test :P
BYEBYE(:

Meet! Meet! Meet!
I'm going to meet my baby later,
at 7pm!

Woohoo!
Out of the house!
And see my baby!

AND TAKOPACHI I'M SO GONNA DROWN YOU IN MAYO AND EAT YOU!!
Like finally!!

:D

Death Race is a good show to have playing while you're doing work!
Filled with enough action to make you energetic for a long period of time
And watched and re-watched over and over again until it's not distracting anymore!

And Natalie Martinez is so so hot!
Gawd her husky voice...
Sexy!

Earlier on I was thinking about how it feels like it's been ages since I last left the house.
I was thinking about Cine, then I suddenly remembered this adorable Korean doll that I saw!
I want I want I want!

She is so so adorable!

I love her pink pink hair!
Kawaii-ne!

I went to go check out their website and they have tons
of other just as cute dolls!

The pink-haired...

One white-haired! Reminds me so
much of strawberry shortcake!

The blondes...

The brunettes!

And the black-haired!

Sweet, right?
Hopefully by the time I save up enough money to buy my pink dolly,
it won't be sold out already.
Haiiiii....

Please let me find a job over the holidays!
There are so many so many things I want!!

HOIIIII!!

Didn't get what I wanted done ytd.
Ytd was a bad day for me. Felt weird the whole day and my mood was constantly up and down.
Rollercoaster day.
I couldn't concentrate and felt like I was itching out of my skin - so restless!
Sighs.

Today have to make up for the not-done work from ytd...
But first! A quick post!

I was surfing around online ytd and I found this! Cute Hello Kitty
bouquets of flowers! Super sweet, no?

I also saw this amazing bicycle that was completely
covered with Swarovski crystals in the display of
a shop in Japan!
The patience that person must have!!



I've been waiting to put crystals and decorate my E71
for awhile now, but have been pushing it to after my
assessments. Sigh sigh.
Shall make myself happy with cute pictures of
decorated phones instead!



Sigh. I really love my pink P906i Docomo NTT flip phone
and I want to decorate it so badly! (part of the reason I bought it!)
but it won't work without a hypersim. Haiii..
Nevermind! Shall prevail and search during my holidays
for it!

Pretty in pink.


Two really gorgeous designs! I want to do my phone something
like that! Pearl, gold and pink with acrylic flowers
and ribbons!



So many pictures! .... (-_-")
These are the last two!
Adorable new style of decorating phones...
Sweets!

Picked up mummy and daddy at the airport.
My brother got the time wrong.
We got there an hour early.

I'm going to have eyebags the size of china.

And the side of my stomach has this weird sharp pain.

Typography:
ONE HALF of one half done!

Mummy and daddy are coming home at exactly 5am tomorrow!
Shall stay awake to fetch them.
Wouldn't be able to get up if I went to sleep!

I am craving pink fairy cupcakes desperately.

And and and!
My beloved bacon and cheese takopachi...
Extra fish flakes extra mayo!
Uwaaahh!

PS: Thank you baby for being so patient and sweet these past few days
And! For copying Gyarusa for me! So made my day! ♥

BUT BUT BUT!
Now I'm like 'I want! I want! I want!'
It sucks when you don't have money
And there's so many things you want to get!

I wanna tear my heart open
And scream into the night.







i love you so much
that it fucking hurts so badly
that sometimes
I don't know how to be with you anymore.

I'll leave my heart with you
Until after assessment.

It's been yours alone
after all
since the day I first realised
I loved you.

Do with it
what you will.

I'll cry a river.
And watch
Empty and alone
As if flows down the drain.

Found out I have an impromptu lecture instead of tutorial today.
Skipped it.
My work is still in progress.
SLOW.

I feel like a turtle.
With no self discipline.
]:

I hate that we're back to fighting again.
Stupid small stuffs.

Is it me?
Is it you?






My favourite time of the day is when I'm asleep.
Stress.
Worries.
Insecurities.
Deep thoughts.
Bad emotions.
Everything just drifts away when I'm asleep.
My dreamless sleep.
Whenever I start to think too much,
about something I don't want to think too much about
I just roll over and fall asleep.
Or when I cry until I can't cry anymore,
I roll over and fall asleep.

Hehe. Miss Sleepy.
I'm just like pig.

Goodnights.

Left one outline.
Pushing it to tmr morning though.
My eyes are killing me.
Left eye's gone all red where i stabbed it by accident.
-_-"

Ohman. Been so long since I last blogged.
Haha lucky I don't have twitter.
It'd be long long dead already. :D

Ytd = AMAZING day ♥
Money came in and could finally buy some of the things on my mental list in my head that was starting to make me a little crazy.
Got my gorgeous lashies. So long and feathery. Pretty pretty pretty with my mascara!
Tried out lower lashies too!!
And and I got this spf + tinted moisturiser + pore and oil control liquid foundation thingy from Taiwan.
Lovesloves!!
AND I got this super pretty looking nail polish remover.
I just used it and it smells all flowery and gorgeous - I hate the plasticky acetone smell that nail polish removers usually smell like.

THEN THEN THEN!!
Haha at like 12+ (i think) Febaby called me and asked where I was.
I said "Just out of shower".
Then there was a pause.
"Are you wearing your clothes?"
LOL.
She and Shermaine were outside my door!!
Happy April Fools!
I got candy and BUBBLES and a pink shimmery heart shaped card with glass crystals in a pretty pattern.
SO PRETTY! Thank you Febaby and Shermaine :DD

YAYS!. Haha. Funny funny night.


Today was a bad day.
I need to stop being so me.
But that's confusing cause I love me.
]:

Let tomorrow be better.

workworkWORK tonight. outlines and base please.
Assessment is on the 20th.
18 days.
I'm so fucked.